uhhhm so I think I put the wrong date on yesterdays post....
Hello Blogging land. Well things came to a head at work yesterday & they changed Justin's roster on him. I opted to stay out of that meeting where he was apparently told that no ifs buts or maybe's he was changing his roster & they want my decission by today.... uhhhm no. you aren't getting it till i'm ready. I took a personal leave day today because I really don't know what I want to do. Do I change rosters & give them the satisfaction of knowing the whole time that they could make me do that. Do I stay where I am & see less of J? Do I just leave & get a new job somewhere else? Well unfortunately bills come first so I can't leave unless I have a new job to go to but I don't want to stay somehwere where people will lie about you to your partner no less ..... hmm dilemas dilemas.
On the upside my lounge room looks beautiful. All the washing that was folded up in there but in lots of piles has now been put away, my wardrobe is cleaned out & organised. My kitchen is beautiful too & even my computer desk got a going over... every time I walked up to that fridge yesterday I told myself I wasn't really hungry & this was just stress picking so I went and did a job that i'd been putting off because I didn't want to do it. Today I think will be the bathrooms & our spare room.
Today I will continue to ask myself before I eat something if I am eating just because I can or if I really need it. Then I will listen to the answer & act accordingly.
Thanks for listening to my ramblings
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