Feeling better about myself

So today I had my telephone interview for the ATA Awards http://www.ata.asn.au/ which went for about 25-30 minutes. It was a really great experience but most importantly, the process has allowed me to take a look at myself and why I am who I am.

Alot of me is made up of people who inspire me, people i'd like to emmulate and of course the desire to be someone elses role model. I once said that although I don't want to be famous as in the hollywood sense, i'd like to be famous within my industry... a bit like L&P.... "world famous in New Zealand" - also a really yummy drink by the way!!

So next step is the awards night on July 6th where I find out

 1) If i'm a finalist

&

2) If i'm the state winner

Guess it's time to buy me a nice dress huh? maybe I should hold off a few weeks though & see if I can drop a little weight... I got down to 90.4 kilos this morning... ok ok so it's only 100 grams since last week but it signifies getting over the speed bump that has seen me staying at between 91.6-90.5 for weeks on end.

I have no doubt that this is partially due to the fact that i'm not eating as much take away & partially because I am walking more but it signifies a very real mental roadblock which has been removed.

Onwards & Downwards for me!!!